Damn the month of July. There so many birthdays ,been invited to lots of dinner parties...which means plenty of good food, me being a slob and stuffing my face, me feelin guilty about bein a slob!! and eventually living on the soup for the next entire month.Damn, Damn and more Damn!!!!
She was right
Anne is mature for her age :-)
Long Long Way To Go Lyrics
Def Leppard
You held my hand and then you slipped away
And I may never see your face again
So tell me how to fill the emptiness inside
Without love, what is life?
And anyone who knew us both can see
We always were the better part of me
I never wanted to be this free
And all this pain, when does it go away?
Then everytime I turn around
And you're nowhere to be found
I know
I gotta long long way to go
Before I can say goodbye to you
Oh, I gotta long long way I know
Before I can say goodbye
To all I ever knew, to you
To you
From memory there is no hiding place
Turn on the TV and I see you there
In every crowd there's always someone with your face
Everywhere, trying not to care
Then everytime I turn around
And you're nowhere to be found
I know
I gotta long long way to go
Before I can say goodbye to you
I gotta long long way I know
Before I can say goodbye
To all I ever knew
To you I wish you everything
And all the best that life can bring
I only hope you think of me sometimes
Oh, and even though I feel the pain
I know that I will love again
The time will come
Oh, and I'll move on
I know this is in contrast to waht I have written below..but its probably coz am feelin ambivalent today .
GOODBYE TO YOU
I have reached the limits of my tolerance of puttin up with you.I have shown you what you want and you got what you need.I refuse to be held down and choked by your words.This is a good bye where no tears are shed , I feel nothingness towards you..which is weird coz I always thought parting was supposed to be sad..well I ain't feelin that at all.
My doors are never closed they are always open..but they only welcome people who care enough.....my arms too are alwayz open...but they only embrace people who mean the world to them.This is not an ode to you...these are my last words....I don't leave with regret and I mean no harm. Your lies I have seen right through...I kept my quiet all along coz I did not want to wreck whatever we had.I was a fool because I thought u wud change..but I guess I was wrong.
I do not understand your purpose in my life..and I guess neither do you.I asked you once before whether yow wanted to leave me and you said 'no'. I stayed only to make u happy sacrificing mine in return. Well today am not askin you...am telling you am leaving you irrespective of what u have to say.Nothing matters no more.I figured you are happy in your own world and I in mine.Goodbye.