Well this is a complete and total shock!! I had never ever in my wildest of dreams imagined something like this wud happen. But it is unfortunately true and am confused and sad and angry at the same time.
THE REASON: RON
is dead...he does not come to my blog often but if you'll notice he is linked in my links section. I didn't know any of this till i went to Mec's
blog and read her post bout it. And then i went over to Ron's blog to read if he blogged bout his intentions. He did. I don't know what to say or write. I mean a week back i read he was going to marry the women of his dreams and now he's gone...just like dat.
I wonder what his fiancee Kat must be goin through....what his friends and family is going through.I sure don't wanna be in their shoes right now :(
I don't think Ron is a coward/failure for committing suicide. It may seem to you like it is running away from the things that stand in your way. But it takes great amount of courage to go through with killing yourself. I just hope his family understands and forgives him.
May his soul rest in peace.
Over now to the story of my table. No matter what I do..it will alwzy be messy and there will alwayz be stuff scattered all over it. Call me a weirdo but I can only find what I want when eveything is not in place. Anytime I start puttin things into draws they either get lost or they er... jus lie there ignored.. coz I can't be bothered with the whole opening and closing of draws ordeal! Besides if my table is neat I find it has an 'empty' look and I can't stand it when my table looks deserted of things.
I dunno how far this holds true but a lot of them people have said that a messy table signifies a chaotic and a confused life and that if u need to be on the right course u must learn to keep things neat and tidy and 'in place'.....apparently a key note in puttin ur life in order.So now my sweet buns My ol'table is well lets just say much better than what it was a while ago.
has left me a mseesage on her tag-board saying she can't seem to access my blog for somme reason :(. Dunno what the prob is kathy. If anyone else has tht same prob do lemme know.